this morning started off different from usual. Shyanne wanted to go to starbucks today to talk and organize finances. That was kinda fun. After that we went to the taco del mar next door and bought some mid ass food from there. When she left for work I instantly went to khols in the commons to return some dress she used for the gender reveal. Khols has this weird amazon return section in there store. I know for a fact people only go to khols just to return there amazon packages lol. I swear in person shopping is dying.
After that I went to that one place in the mall that has all that random shit you can dig through. I forgot what it was called. I'll link it here if I remember to look it up later. I bought a usb to sata3 cable so that I can finally use that small 1tb hdd that was in my thinkpad before I replaced it with an ssd. that place is cool to dig through. They have a big ass tech area that I only look through when I go there.
After that I hauled my ass back home to finish some to do list shyanne gave me before she left for work. the only thing I did on that list before work was start the laundry lol. I decided to walk to work cuz I need to save as much as I can for this child. Safeway aint too far from shyannes house so it only took like 20 min to walk. I want to make this a daily routine though. Bro walking to work in my uniform, and wearing a backpack carrying my laptop while its 80 degrees outside is FUCKING BRUTAL
I didnt realize that I would sweat my balls off while walking. Of course I was 5 min late cuz I had no idea how long it was going to take to walk. I took a pic on the way to put in this journal specifically cuz im weird.... and it looked nice out so why tf not
nothing special happened at work. Very mid and boring day. Zack made me stack ice in the middle of the fucking heat, which sucked ass. I had to show the newbie helper clerk how to do stuff in the dairy. Man I swear that guy is high functioning autistic. He gives off socially inept vibes ya know lol. But hes super nice and he paid close attention when I was teaching him so that was pretty cool i guess
just I random sidenote, I just started to pay for neocities not too long ago. its only 5$ a month so its not gonna break the bank at all.
anyways, after work I shyanne made me shop for groceries before I left. She didnt know that I walked to work today, so she sent me a big ass list full of shit thats hella heavy lol. But I just sucked it up and walked alllll the way home carrying the groceries in hand. Im glad I did because I want my body to get used to things that it doesnt want to do, so that everything will become easier. I feel like ive been getting kinda soft latley, and I need to toughen up.
anyways, i gotta head to bed now. shes making me switch our laundry to the dryer before I go to bed.
to my future self thats reading this, dont give up. Keep on fucking going dude. You got this, I know you do.
adios muchacho
-- Alejandro DeLeon